Darqueshi

Well, as we all know, another year is around the bend. A few more hours, in fact, for me. What will I be doing? More than likely nothing, maybe sitting around with my husband. Maybe, if I am lucky, I will be starting off 2010 making love to the man I love. More than likely, he'll be asleep during the hours...poor dear's still at work, doesn't get off until two hours or less from now. And what I did end up doing, was just eating dinner, and talking to him. I cooked this time. Fried rice. Yum. I hate being broke during New Year's eve. I really do. What I hate even more, was finding out that I did have money, just didn't think it was in my ac

....is to say goodbye to someone who you thought was one of your oldest friends on the internet. I am certain that it's just as hard offline as well. I'm not going to name any names, simply because I like being here on DeviantArt. I'm just posting this simply because I need someone, at least one person out there, to hear what I have to say. It's hard to start from any particular point, I don't even know where to begin. All I know is that I don't know what exactly has caused him to snub me over the internet. We haven't spoken to one another in the past three years, and yet he's still a friend of mine on dA. Well, he was a friend, anyway. I

I'm not trying to say that I am living in paradise, but for now, my life is pretty fucking decent. I live in a one bedroom apartment with my husband and two of my best friends. We have steady money coming in, one paycheck at least once a week. I am rather content with this. I know I stated that I was going to journal at myspace.com, but I would rather do it here now. I don't know why, maybe I don't like a lot of the people on myspace.com anymore. They are so quick to judge, so fickle to drop you for the next best thing. Fickle natures irritate me. Maybe I am too old fashioned for my own good. I do a lot of roleplaying...and I've been told tha